This meditation today scared me. I usually always remember what happens when I meditate but today, I lost track of it. I feel like I have left my body and saw something I wasn’t meant to see and now I am not allowed to recall it.
It’s puzzling me. I went super deep, I remember the spiraling energy all around me, through me outside of me, but I cannot remember what happened. It was like the forces of the earth happened on me then I drifted into the unknown and uncharted. I don’t like not knowing. I am used to being able to remember.
I kept thinking:
Where did I go? What did I see? How could this be happening?
My brain is totally lost! I don’t know what to do. I don’t know how to let go of the feeling… it’s frustrating.
